How's it going?

Well a big thank you to everyone who posted comments about my PMDD/Zoloft Blog. I took everyone's opinions to heart. I heard a commercial the other day about how 21 million americans suffer from depression. That's alot of medication, no wonder it is so freely prescribed. I must state that I never wanted to take Zoloft, but I thought if MY doctor prescribed it, well then it was ok. Well the thing is, he never diagnosed me with PMDD, nor did he talk to me about it himself even once. I could have told one of his nurses that I have suicidal thoughts (which by the way, I most definitely do not) and he probably would have went ahead and prescribed me something without even talking to me. What does that tell you? Why am I even paying for insurance every month? When I feel my symptoms of PMDD, if that's even what I have, hell I could have a hormonal imbalance for all I know, who votes that I find a new doctor??? Anyway, I try to go the herbal route, and not the herbal route you silly minded people are thinking, I take St. John's wort, but only when I feel a little bit of anxiety, or I feel like my life is going to poop. Mind you, I dont always feel that way, just one week a month.

I swear to you, Alyson left some of her girl hormone germs on her way out!
So that's that. I am just crazy and we'll keep it at that!

Well my neighbor Christina gets married October 18th, so we are working on her bridal shower and bacholerette party, but I cannot reveal any details, because Christina reads my blog and her sister and my fellow bridesmaids will kick my butt, so that is all the info I can divulge without my life being in danger! just kidding, or am I? :-)


What else is new? Matt's explorer is a piece of shit! Yes I can say the "S" word people, its my blog. It is old and it has served us well, but now it is an eyesore in our front yard. We will miss you Papa (that's his name) But that's ok, we are sharing our green car and we will make it work.
Old Papa



Other news, Matt's mother lost her husband (Matt's parents are divorced) Alan to pancreatic cancer a couple of weeks ago. Matt and Jason flew to Ohio to be with her. It was tough, and under better circumstances would have been a better visit, but I know Matt loved seeing his beautiful Mom (who by the way, matt got his looks from) and his Awsome Aunt Lori! (She told me if I didn't say that, she would cut my tongue out with a dull razor,,,, just kidding) I love those two, What a pair!! And not only that, but Matt has a pretty awsome Grandma Maggie, but she is up in Heaven getting her nails painted and her hair done.

Here's Alan




This year hasnt been easy, with the economy and all and with losses in the family, but all in all, my wonderful life is held together by my close friends and family, and without them, I would be lost. I have a wonderful husband, two wonderful, but not so well behaved children, I have the best parents in the world and some pretty great in-laws. And even though I hate phoenix, I have pretty awsome friends and neighbors that make it liveable and then some!

Here's a cute pic of my little Devils! Go Sun Devils! Football season started this past Saturday and my kids were ready, Alyson got dresses up but didnt go, it interfered with naptime




Also, I love etsy and I found a store on there that I just love, its olivia grace boutique. Here's some of her clothes that I love:









Check her store out at
myspace.com/oliviagraceboutique or
http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=5321521

and one more wonderful website that I have to tell everyone about is www.miraclediapers.org. If you seriously want to cloth diaper your baby, but cannot afford it, these girls can help, you have to apply though. Also, they take donations. "Cloth Diapering families, one baby at a time" they are awsome!!!!


So that is that and Mrs. Rosanna Stafford, I will clean your house for a free massage!